I think I want to die and nothing can stop me. I think my ED has become my slow suicide. I love my parents and love my child but I feel I am better gone from thisworld. I am a burdan although you may not aknowledge. I love you all and feel like a fuckin failure. At everything. I will keep trying but it fucking sucks.
20 more lbs I need to go. 20 more lbs & I will have a perfect soul.
I want to eat something.
You are not allowed.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
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Recovery is not ridding yourself of the eating disorder but caging it. It will always be there but keeping it in the cage is the goal. we all know it is always there; it’s learning how to cage it that is the key.
If marijuana was legal not only would it help the textile industry, it would bring in more money to the government& overall help the american public. Think about it.
So sick of people preaching one thing and living something else. My cousin is super Ednos and says she has started seeing a team again but the “positive body image” images she posts on FB make me want to be like ” are you taking this to heart or are you putting on a face??”. Isn’t it funny how jealous and easy it is to be bitchy when are starving yourself.
Pooh is the ultimate comforter
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